Play blog blog contd.

So here am I with the remaining part of the last post. I was talking about my lack of expertise in putting my thoughts clearly in front of others, enough of that.
Now coming to the first part of the two, it is about having clarity of though, or say being able to think through things. I would not like to say that I am bad at this also, but can't hide it from whoever reads my posts here, so why attempt a sure shot failure.
Yeah, thinking, its always the foundation stone of eveything, be it a prose, a project, a event, a discussion. Sounds very trivial, I also know this much, but the problem comes when knowingly I always just run for the things before giving it its due amount of pre-work, we call it thinking. And the worst part is, at times when I am clueless of things (where I should have known it), I shamelessly try to convince myself by saying 'Oh I again rushed at things, I should have done the thinking bit', whereas the fact is that I wouldn't have any clue of it.
Off late, this has become a habit, for that matter not only here, at many places I have just stopped learning from mistakes and that is very much alarming.
And there is no one to blame for, other than myself, after leaving SLB I had been very lazy in life. Need to gear up, this life is not for lazy bum like me, change is bound to happen, it rather be the one which take me upwards the slope.
Again, no idea if the above text makes any sense or not, but I am not going to stop now. Maybe some day I will be able to present much more refined text :-)