Feeding myself

hi again,
I could not write for last two days as i had gone to my grandpa's house (got some good food to eat !!!), but now i am back to disgusting summer mess in IIT.
Till date from the day my exams ended I was just freaking, and absolutely nothing else, it just got off my mind that i have GRE date not so away, then to my rescue, came the GOD, this time he sent chaube to give me a lesson, and now i am trying get a bit sincere so that i can save myself from defining a lower limit in the history of GRE.
I have to still start my PT, its also in midst of uncertainty till now :-(
Hope I clear all these barriers and come out as a winner :)
wish me luck,
Amen